Went to studio
Worked until 3pm with Claudia
Had curry I packed for lunch
Picked up cig
Lyft to Brooklyn Museum to meet up with Matias
Saw Nillie Mae Rowe show, Duke Reilly, and Monet to Morisot
We went to Italian restaurant that Matias and I met up for the first time one on one in nyc
We went back to my apartment
Chatted with Anna and Magnus for second
Went to Market Hotel to go see Smerz live
We drank 3-4 whiskey soda
I danced so hard
Got home had sex and fell asleep (both were too drunk to cum)
Woke up briefly with crippling anxiety of not knowing what I have done last night
Had to wake up Matias to ask and then I was able to puzzle the pieces together
Felt much better after hearing him saying I didn't do anything weird
We stayed in the bed until 1pm dozing on and off
Finally got up and had some curry, seaweed soup, black tea
Decided to go see All the Beauty and the Bloodshed. It's a documentary on Nan Goldin, opioid crisis, aids action, death, abuse, and life.
Before leaving we had one more sex lol this time I had tampon in so no intercourse but I dry humped and gave him head (first time deep throating Matias). He told me last night that he is actually quite vanilla hahahaha I asked him if he had kink. We will see if I can open up to him about my kink. We will see....
Went to this Mediteranean restaurant called Miriam in downtown BK. Food was really good. Couldn't finish tho. Big portion.
And then we walked over to Brooklyn Music Center and watched the documentary.
After the documentary, we walked over to train station. Gave each other awkward kiss again lol I love hahaha
Took the wrong train of course
Got off Utica
Picked up Korean ramen, kale, citrus honey tea, chocolate, and egg
Ate ramen and chocolate watched Minumsa yt videos
Now I'm writing this blog post